Spring Cleaning with ikahrahimin

caution, the title will not make sense to the content. thanks

Assalamualaikum,
It's been a great deal of time being away from my blog and I bet it's dusty as fuck (ceh ayat cliche whenever you're writing after a long hiatus). So here I am, dusting all those motherfucking dusts away cause ayyyyyy The-Not-So-Great Ikah is back!

hopefully back for good...

The main reason as to why am I haunting my blog again at this hour is because I'd like to inform those three of my followers and also those who reads my blog of what I have been doing since registering to UPM..ada ke yang baca blog sial macam ni

Life's good so far, I am doing great. I've overcomed my depression and I am proud to say that I no longer suffer from those panic attack or social anxiety attack anymore. Phew.

Also, I've been studying French and I am slowly learning how to curse in French cause I need to make my blog readable to the world, to France actually but yeah!!

*epic music playing

thus, the meme!

That's all I got for this edition, sys peeps. 

*Muah cikedd pls

Sam Smith - Lay Me Down

Assalamualaikum,
These past few days, I have been crazy over this particular song. Not sure why. I think the lyrics kinda touch my heart one way or another. I hope you guys enjoy it.

Dedicated to someone I loved the most.

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"Lay Me Down"

Yes, I do, I believe

That one day I will be

Where I was right there

Right next to you

And it's hard

The days just seems so dark

The moon, the stars

Are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin

Where do I begin?

No words can explain

The way I'm missing you

Deny this emptiness

This hole that I'm inside

These tears

They tell their own story

Told me not to cry when you were gone

But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong

Can I lay by your side?

Next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you

I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you

Can you hear my call?

This hurt that I've been through

I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

[this verse only at album version:]

You told me not to cry when you were gone

But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong

Can I lay by your side?

Next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you

I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight

Lay me by your side

Lay me down tonight

Lay me by your side

Can I lay by your side?

Next to you

You

Gonna Keep Doing This

Assalamualaikum,
The time is 2317 and I am still up. It's been a very hot night for the past few days and I can't seem to have a good night sleep. Ah well, I am in Johor, not at home where I got my AC installed in my room. I'm pretty sure that I'll be leaving by this weekend as I've been not as helpful as I want to.

Was sick, what should I do?

Talking about sick, I was really sick; diarrhea, headache, coughing, sneezing, and feeling weak all over. Darn it! I hate it when I can't be as strong as I'm used to just because an illness struck me.

But hey, jatuh sakit ni kifarah dosa. Petanda aku kena berehat dari melakukan dosa and maybe tambahkan pahala yang berkurangan.

Insaf kejap, sebab aku sedar aku ni macam mana,..

Allah,

Okay...aku buat keputusan untuk terus berblogging. It's gonna be hard but I have decided that having a medium to write might be helpful in increasing my vocabulary and at the same time helping to boost my ever low self-confidence. :)

Okay, ni agak melebih :')

Hahahahahhahahadoiiii Ikah, make me proud.

XOXO

Intro Much

Assalamualaikum,
Hey there, how are you guys? It's been a while and I've never been this busy. LOL, I acted like as if there's someone reading my blog. :') I miss you guys.

"Dah berhabuk pun blog, sebab lama tak bukak. Maafkan kami, tenenenenene"

So, how's life? I'm doing good. Never been better. Just completed my foundation and now I'm rotting at home, trying to become useful, but most of the time, I'm just pretty useless, lol. Okay.

Gained a few kg since then, which is so not good. Urgh, I'm supposed to shed the fat but I guess I love it too much. :')

Anyone miss me to be honest? Hahahaha, I guess not.

Currently I'm in Johor, with my sis. I just arrived last night in Kluang from Alor Setar and boy I'm worn out. 11 hours in the bus and I can only sleep for an hour.

Sucks to be me.

Well. that's it for this introduction post. I'm thinking of doing posts about UiTM Kuantan. Gosh I miss it!

XOXO

May Allah Bless You, My Drink.

Assalamualaikum,

It's officially 11th of February! And it is her birthday!!!

Le her stands beside me! Muehehehe

Anyways, it is Teh's birthday. Me iz not good in wishing people on their and me no want to be common. To just say 'Happy Birtday!' Wiiii!!! Lalalala. Shits like that. Urgh.

So, I thought that writing a post for her is the only thing I can and know how to do.

Yup Teh, I wrote this at 0030 and it is all because I'm not that sleepy. 😁

Happy birthday!

                       

Cakes are optional but I put it because it is pink and this person loooovvvvveeeeeee pink. Sigh. Haha.

You're 19. Old mate. You are OLD! Haha. I do wish things will go your way soon. I know that you have your dreams that you wanna achieve anddd hopefull,  someday, you'll live it.

I lnow that I've been a bad friend this sem. I know that I have not been sensitive about your feelings. I know how selfish I am.

Thanks for being my friend. You have a special spot in my heart. I really hope that Allah swt will grant all your wishes.

Be a nice human, Teh. Be strong. Aku tahu that aku jarang be there for you. You can count on me. Trust me. I just wanna see you smile and happy.

Don't forget me, because I'm your asshole friend. I love you and you are not just my friend. You are my family.

I hate myself for hurting your feelings. Forgive all my wrongdoings. We are not perfect. I wanna see you live your life.

I want to write more but I need my beauty sleep. Haha! Leggo eat yong tau foo someday. 😏 Hehe.

Btw if you got problems, tell me. I don't like seeing you sad. If something's troubling you, let me know. and I'm realllllyyyyy sorry if my depression ever disturb you. I'm I'm sorry. Forgive me?

Hopefully cat pictures will help you to forgive me. Lulz.

She'll hate me for this. But she's the bday girl.

Love,
Asshole.