Hangout or Dating?

Assalamaualaikum,
Went out with my friend today! Hahaha. We went to our moms' school. We'll not be able to meet each other frequently when we're in the universities soon. Haha. But meh, I don't care. LOL.

This girl, let's call her Madie! She'll be studying in UiTM Machang. Not coming out from Kelantan eh? Not fair! But at least I'm nearby my man. Haha >.<

Enjoy some pics from us =P

peace yo! different types of peace =P

u mad bro? oh sorry! sis!

where's my eyes??

usya future pakwe kah?

 note : let's be friends forever!

Hectic!

Assalamualaikum,
Last week in my hometown, and I'm a lil busy. Huhu. I'll be in Pahang in a week. I'm going to be a TESLian! WooHoo!

'Excited much, Ikah?'

Well, till then, I'm off for now. Haha. Take care of yourselves!!

No Money Already?

Assalamualaikum,
On May 10th 2014, I went to the mall with my bro and his wife and kid, and also my mom. I was on a hunt to buy a new smartphone. So I bought it. Lenovo S660. Hope that I could update more on my blog after this. The End

Haha!

Random Stuffs

Assalamualaikum,
Little did I know, that I'm someone who likes to rant and such. So I thought to myself since someone already commented on my status on Facebook, (where I used to post my rants there. Haha) maybe I should rant here. Well first, because I don't care if anyone wants to read it or not and second, because I can.

"But Ikah, you're too young to be melancholic or emo. Shouldn't youngsters at your age enjoy your life to the fullest. After all, #YOLO !"

Urgh, as I tried to hold myself and not to mention my fist from punching these kind of people plus sighing, I realised that these is all because I'm different than others. Err maybe from my peers?

Background

I'm not trying to downgrade or make fun out of my parents, but the truth is they never been studying at any university. Both of them only had their Diplomas. But I'm sure as proud to have them as my parents. In my eyes, they're the best out there, and I couldn't ask for a better one.

Despite not being in universities, they both had taught me and my siblings valuable lessons as well as life-long ones. I've learn to think like an adult ever since I finished my elementary school. Moreover, the huge age gaps that I have between me, my sisters and my brother also helps.

Have to say tho, that sometimes accident happened. 'Malang tidak berbau'. This results in me acting childishly which in some cases portrays me as a stupid gal to the strangers. Lol. But hey, not bragging but I got 10A's for my SPM =P. 

To actually communicate with my sisters, well since I felt comfortable with them at any time of the day and also my brother, who I always refers to geek once in a while =P, I had to be on their level. However they're like 10-15 years older, so this gal had to think maturely at a very young age.

The consequences are my minds work like a freaking machine. I had to know the pros and cons of anything before I say it out loud. I also learn not to judge people easily, and yet I still find myselt thinking if that person is merely stupid or is it just their personality.

A big thanks to my family for shaping me into a weird and maybe narcissistic human. Haha. I never regret any of those things.

Myself

This post is getting out of hand. By the way, for those who read this, I'm so sorry to not provide you with any information or knowledge. As I said before, this is just another rant that I'm having, and I'm writing anything that pops right into my mind.

As a freak who's enjoying life, I'm happy with myself. Haha. I should stop now. Lol.

Until we meet again, where I will start ranting about things around me, myself, my family and etc. Stay strong and healthy.

Assalamualaikum.

What To Do In Life?

Assalamualaikum,

Nice day today, eh? Even though I only wrote a few posts before on this blog, I must say though that it really has helped me to feel better. Well probably because I can rant as much as I can type. Haha.

“Well well well, what to rant about today eh? Hmm”

What to do in life?

As I sat down and take a few sips of my favorite bubble tea, I kind of started to ponder about life. Puberty phase I guess had left me to submerge myself in deep thoughts that sometimes I didn't even know why I started it.

Like one time, I was actually thinking how to reduce my 'carbon footprints' when I was actually 12. It's mind boggling to actually realize how freaky I was. Haha. Okay, back to the topic of what we should do in life. 

Indeed that humans are alive for a reason. But as I look back at my surroundings, my subconscious screams out that most people don't realize this. Some of them lead a robot y life.

Study well in highschool -> Sit for SPM -> Score well in it -> Get a scholarships -> Get admitted in the university -> Graduate with high GPA -> Get a job -> Get married

Urgh lame! I thought to myself, people (Malaysians) especially the Moslems, might had forgotten what they need to do in life beside that. Aren't we created to be

1- A caliph on this planet Earth?

2- A worshipper of God and His servant?

Ah nevermind then if you want to continue living the cycle of a robot life. Not to brag or anything, but I really want to break out from this 'thing'. I wanna study English or Literature, I wanna travel the world and see the beauty of this planet with my own two eyes. I wanna be someone who can help to prosper my country in any way I can.

Hmm. I can only pray for that and endeavor in it. Insha Allah, God-willing I hope that someday I could change the world.

I shall stopped now, I need to go somewhere and receiver an appreciation gifts, money, for students of SPM'13 who scored well and are living in Kelantan. Thanks in advance to Yayasan Islam Kelantan. Alhamdulillah.

Assalmualaikum,

credits to : Kak Syaza Nazura

Students for SPM 2014

Assalamualaikum,
I've joined a group on Facebook for kids who are taking up the SPM for this year (2014). My intention at first was to help my juniors to succeed and do well in their exams. Although I'm not the best out there but hey, I'm improving, so what?

However, to be honest, I was dumbfounded and a lil bit disappointed to see what's on these kids' minds. It's mind boggling to know that a 17 years old would have that kind of mentality. Feeling sick and nausea at the same time, I tried to hold it in, hoping that I could spell some Hogwarts magics on them.

Mentality

I hereby stated that all these quotes were literally copied from what the kids posted and I didn't make any change whether in spelling, grammar and etc.

"sus0h glew exam bi axdy .... ase2 mcm ggal jew :3"

"Pegang buku fizik terus gantuk pegang hp x pa pula terus segar mata hehe
‪#‎tolong_bg_tip_study_fizik_ples =D"

"mkin hri mkin mndung msa dpn.."

My Thought

"Ridiculous" I said knowing that my magic wouldn't work on them anyway. But at the same time, I hope that they could benefit from it.

Kiddos, do change your mentality. As I'm sighing while reading these kind of statuses, I realized that I was one of them too many years ago. Haha. So kids, sit down and buckle up! Your grandma is going to tell you a bedtime story.

Stop thinking the worst yet since your journey is still long. When I was in school, my siblings kept reminding me to always improve myself. I never thought of failure, although it's possible.

"Failure is not an option."

Everyone makes mistakes as no one is perfect. Life has it's ups and downs kiddos.

beep beep beep

Never give up. Some students today, give up easily. Which somehow sparks rage inside of me since they kind of not appreciating things around them.

"Oh studying is too hard, I'm giving up!"

Hello! Wake up call! Do you know how lucky it is to be studying? Some people in some parts of the world can't even afford to go to school. But you guys who are able to spend a minimum of RM5 during recess time are already giving up? Urgh! Damn I'm frustrated.

Ever heard of the saying, "When life gave me lemons, make lemonade" ? Use it! Apply it in your daily life. If you can't then find ways to make use out of those lemons.

lemons anyone?

Improve yourselves, please! There are also a type of students who, err whenever we told them to improve themselves to get the so called 'good results in exams' or 'for a brighter future', they would replied :

"Malaslah akak."

"Ye lah."

Don't they seem like they care nothing about their future? Honestly, if I were able to speak my ind out loud, I would be probably screaming :

"Ah screw all of you lazy arse, it's your future we're talking about. I was hoping that you would realize that you don't want to flunk your exam what so ever. If you don't wanna do it, it's fine with me. Now leave me alone with my books and literature stuffs!"

But then again, it's only being spoken in my mind. If only death threats or profanities could be sent directly to them. Urgh. Kids today are so spoilt, that they decided it's okay not to improve, I guess.

spoilt kids are so urgh...

I guess I shall stop now, after all this is not like the end of my rants. Haha. Took me an hour to write and a blackout to survive while writing this. Urgh. >.< Haha.

Assalamualaikum

Al-Fatihah

Assalamualaikum,
I opened my facebook account today and was shocked to find out a news that literally broke my heart. One of my childhood favorite actor had passed away this morning.

Datuk Aziz Sattar (1925-2014)

He was fondly know as Pak Ajis became a household in the 50s when he used to act alongside the late Tan Sri P. Ramlee and S. Shamsuddin forming the so called trio "Bujang Lapok". This manhad been entertaining Malaysians with his wit humor and stuff.

He will be remembered as a man that brought up laughter to me and my family. We never stopped watching his films although they are older than me and my siblings. I grew up with their black and white films.

Rest in peace now. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat Allah s.w.t dan ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang2 yang beriman. Al-Fatihah.

New Blog

Assalamualaikum,
To be honest, this is like my third blog account already. Don't really have a reason why I'm starting a new one. Probably because I'm fed up with the other blogs that kind of doesn't suit my appetite. Haha.

Introductions

selfie at the cameron valley

"So once again, I post my pic somewhere on the internet." Haha.

Okay, I should introduce my name first eh. Hmm Just call me Ikah, well that's not my real name though. I was born with the name Nur Adibah Akmal Binti Rahimin. But my mom told me a story where they had decided to 'change' my name.

"Ikah dulu masa dalam pantang, macam Ahmad Albab, menangis je siang malam. Abah sampai terkoyak kain pelikat dengar anak bangun tidur menangis ingat kena gigit dengan rimau ke. Ma pi jumpa bidan, dan dia suruh tukar nama. Katanya nama Adibah tu tak sesuai."

Yeah, I used to cry day and night when I was no older than 40 days old. Haha. Mom, why don't you change it legally? ='( Huhu. Anyway, people around me had been calling me Ikah since then. Except my classmates though.

I'm born on June 11th 1996 or Muharram 24th 1317. That technically made me 18 now. Am I legal? Maybe not yet. This girl aren't supposed to be legal, she's too young.

"I just finished my O-level. I'm still a student yada yada yada. Move on, Ikah. You should be wiser now =P."

ahahaha Alhamdulillah.

I got 10A's which is nice but a bit dissapointed though, since I only got 6A+'s. Hmm. What can I say, it's my fault so I have to be grateful for it. Alhamdulillah. I'm thinking of doing a mojor in English. Mom really wants me to be teacher, but then again, I prefer not to be approached much.

Future

So with 10A's in my hand, what's next? Universities of course! I had this vision and mission ever since I was a little girl, that I would study until the highest level that I could afford to. Meaning that I would love to graduate with a PhD something in my hand, replacing this rectangular piece of paper of course!

"But Ikah, are studying to get the tittle or what? A girl shouldn't study that much. Just finish your degree, find a job and marry a good man. Raise a family afterwards!"

But hey there, stop all these nonsense and let's cut to the chase. I'm not studying to get the tittle Dr. or anything. I love studying, it's one of those things that kept my mind working and  myself happy. Weird right, studying does makes me happy at times though. Haha

Anyway, with a few weeks to go before I admit to any university I chose here in Malaysia, I would like to pat myself on the shoulder and said 'Good job for surviving high school'. And oh wish me success, I don't want luck because lucks is for losers and I'm not a loser. Haha, till we meet again then, Assalamualaikum.