caution, the title will not make sense to the content. thanks
Assalamualaikum,
It's been a great deal of time being away from my blog and I bet it's dusty as fuck (ceh ayat cliche whenever you're writing after a long hiatus). So here I am, dusting all those motherfucking dusts away cause ayyyyyy The-Not-So-Great Ikah is back!
hopefully back for good...
The main reason as to why am I haunting my blog again at this hour is because I'd like to inform those three of my followers and also those who reads my blog of what I have been doing since registering to UPM..ada ke yang baca blog sial macam ni
Life's good so far, I am doing great. I've overcomed my depression and I am proud to say that I no longer suffer from those panic attack or social anxiety attack anymore. Phew.
Also, I've been studying French and I am slowly learning how to curse in French cause I need to make my blog readable to the world, to France actually but yeah!!
Assalamualaikum,
These past few days, I have been crazy over this particular song. Not sure why. I think the lyrics kinda touch my heart one way or another. I hope you guys enjoy it.
Dedicated to someone I loved the most.
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"Lay Me Down"
Yes, I do, I believe
That one day I will be
Where I was right there
Right next to you
And it's hard
The days just seems so dark
The moon, the stars
Are nothing without you
Your touch, your skin
Where do I begin?
No words can explain
The way I'm missing you
Deny this emptiness
This hole that I'm inside
These tears
They tell their own story
Told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong
Can I lay by your side?
Next to you, you
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you
I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight
I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, missing you like crazy
[this verse only at album version:]
You told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong
Can I lay by your side?
Next to you, you
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you
I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight
Assalamualaikum,
The time is 2317 and I am still up. It's been a very hot night for the past few days and I can't seem to have a good night sleep. Ah well, I am in Johor, not at home where I got my AC installed in my room. I'm pretty sure that I'll be leaving by this weekend as I've been not as helpful as I want to.
Was sick, what should I do?
Talking about sick, I was really sick; diarrhea, headache, coughing, sneezing, and feeling weak all over. Darn it! I hate it when I can't be as strong as I'm used to just because an illness struck me.
But hey, jatuh sakit ni kifarah dosa. Petanda aku kena berehat dari melakukan dosa and maybe tambahkan pahala yang berkurangan.
Insaf kejap, sebab aku sedar aku ni macam mana,..
Allah,
Okay...aku buat keputusan untuk terus berblogging. It's gonna be hard but I have decided that having a medium to write might be helpful in increasing my vocabulary and at the same time helping to boost my ever low self-confidence. :)
