Past is Past?

Assalamualaikum,

In a two weeks or so I'll be living my comfort zone to study in Kuantan. This time, without the presence of Bae in Malaysia. Too bad, cause I really miss him. He's busy these days considering he's no longer a sophomore but a junior. Well, the transition isn't that huge but again, he's nearly finishing his studies. So yay to him.

Ah, the odd joy of misery. For those who actually reads my blog, you'll notice that I have some trouble during the time I stayed at A303. How depressed I were during those ages that I would probably referred to as 'Zaman Gelap' (as I learnt it in school) or 'Dark Ages'

"These are dark times, there is no denying. Our world has perhaps faced no greater threat than it does today. But I say this to our citizenry: We, ever your servants, will continue to defend your liberty and repel the forces that seek to take it from you! Your Ministry remains, strong." -Minister Rufus Scrimgeour, Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 1

The quotes doesn't make sense in my case today. Shah. whatever. Do I even care?

Honestly, can't wait to go back to Kuantan. I need to prove something. That I'm not lucky. That I deserved to be there. I'll fight this time. Won't concede! (Why do I read this in Hagrid's voice? Toom much Harry Potter, there bitch.) I have to bring home the bacon, of course not the real four-legged pink animal! Duh. -.-

By the way, I'm at mom's office again, and it's freezing here! Can't wait to go home but the wifi here is so tempting. Why?