Heartbroken

Assalamualaikum,
Here I am, sitting alone in my so-called-room trying to compose myself. It's been rough especially last few days. I'm having my panic attack every now and then which is not common for me. Sometimes, just trying not to get angry had triggered the attack. Again, those lonely feelings.

Mr Geek had been trying to keep in touch with me. I must say that I'm a bit touched, knowing that he's currently busy taking care of his first niece. Thank you, babe. I seriously don't really know what to write. I just wanna cry on someone's shoulder with that person petting my back saying that :

"Ikah, I'm here for you. Cry as much as you want. Sorry, if you ever felt like I'm neglecting you. I didn't mean to do so. We can get through this. Have faith in yourself that you're stronger than others..."

I just want that....