Been a while since I last posted here eh? Haha. Sorry for that. It's been rough being an uni student now. I have loads of assignment to do and truthfully,
Okay, these few days, I've been experiencing severe mood swings or as I referred it to as having my bipolar attack. I wonder if it's because Mr Geek doesn't wanna spend his money on me or just me not being able to comprehend myself well. Whenever I'm feeling down, I'll listen to music. Metal to be exact and Metallica to be more precise and specific.
See! Metallica -.- from my Instagram |
Well hey suckers! If you were to only return to him when you have problems then, don't do it. Imagine if your friends only say hi to you whenever they need money or any help from you. Won't you feel irritated as if you would like to slam their face against the wall or just purely wanna pour some gasoline over them and watch them burnt to death?
So, if you don't like people doing that to you, why are you doing the same? Oh Allah, what's wrong with your mind, guys? Please, remember Him in your daily life. Don't just return to them when you feel low about yourselves.
Back to my case, Mr Geek. Been a while since we text-ed me, and I can't complain. That guys has his own life issues to attend to and I can't keep expecting him to care for me more that himself. Sigh. I really don't want to turn into a queen control,
"Ikah, kau tu muda lagi. Baru setahun jagung, dunia pun kau belum kenal. Ada hati nak berbicara pasal hal-hal macam ni."
Le wild selfie of me appears just because I can and I want |
Ehem ehem ehem! I know laa bout that. -.- Obviously I'm still young. I'm just over 18. -.- But that doesn't mean that I am a child. I'm turning into an adult now. I'm legal!
Ah human, -.-
P/S : Mr Geek, thanks..
P/S again : I wanna put some quotes from the Al-Quran, but I'm afraid that I'll use the wrong one .-.
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