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Assalamualaikum,
Little did I know, that I'm someone who likes to rant and such. So I thought to myself since someone already commented on my status on Facebook, (where I used to post my rants there. Haha) maybe I should rant here. Well first, because I don't care if anyone wants to read it or not and second, because I can.

"But Ikah, you're too young to be melancholic or emo. Shouldn't youngsters at your age enjoy your life to the fullest. After all, #YOLO !"

Urgh, as I tried to hold myself and not to mention my fist from punching these kind of people plus sighing, I realised that these is all because I'm different than others. Err maybe from my peers?

Background

I'm not trying to downgrade or make fun out of my parents, but the truth is they never been studying at any university. Both of them only had their Diplomas. But I'm sure as proud to have them as my parents. In my eyes, they're the best out there, and I couldn't ask for a better one.

Despite not being in universities, they both had taught me and my siblings valuable lessons as well as life-long ones. I've learn to think like an adult ever since I finished my elementary school. Moreover, the huge age gaps that I have between me, my sisters and my brother also helps.

Have to say tho, that sometimes accident happened. 'Malang tidak berbau'. This results in me acting childishly which in some cases portrays me as a stupid gal to the strangers. Lol. But hey, not bragging but I got 10A's for my SPM =P. 

To actually communicate with my sisters, well since I felt comfortable with them at any time of the day and also my brother, who I always refers to geek once in a while =P, I had to be on their level. However they're like 10-15 years older, so this gal had to think maturely at a very young age.

The consequences are my minds work like a freaking machine. I had to know the pros and cons of anything before I say it out loud. I also learn not to judge people easily, and yet I still find myselt thinking if that person is merely stupid or is it just their personality.

A big thanks to my family for shaping me into a weird and maybe narcissistic human. Haha. I never regret any of those things.

Myself

This post is getting out of hand. By the way, for those who read this, I'm so sorry to not provide you with any information or knowledge. As I said before, this is just another rant that I'm having, and I'm writing anything that pops right into my mind.

As a freak who's enjoying life, I'm happy with myself. Haha. I should stop now. Lol.

Until we meet again, where I will start ranting about things around me, myself, my family and etc. Stay strong and healthy.

Assalamualaikum.